i havent fall,
neither have i stumble.
i have yet to falter.
and did not even stutter.
losing you, have not make me even an inch weaker.
instead,it makes me much stronger of a person
i think i could not be.
much stronger that you think i am.

th SECONDARY ONE NPCC ANNUAL CAMPP was niceeeeee.
well,at least i hadd my bit of funn.
eeventhough part of th campp i was not really happy withh.
but whats done is DONE,so over.
ohhh, did i tell youuu?
my best friend, there the picture on top
planned it.
with th help of her ACC.
GOOD JOB WELL DONE! ;D
or like Ma'am Shafira sayss hers.
"GOOD DONE WELL JOB!"
good done well job eh?
haha.

you,i need to talk to you.
people are talking about you.
but i dont know if you seem to realise.
people, including me.
i dont know who is changing now.
you,me or others?
just so you know.
if you happen to look behind you,
a bunch of people who
don't-really-like-you are just following you around.
waiting for you to stumble and fall.
i dont like to see you so.
talk to me,at least? D:

anw, the camppp was really really tiringgg.
imagine less than 2 hours of sleep.
and th next day,endless activity.
hah,i thought th camp would never enddd.
haha, well it does.
i was SO FREAKING tiredddd,that
the moment i reach home,i took a bath(LIKE FINALLY! a decent bath!)
get changed and slept!
haha.
it was ard 7:45 thennn, i was tireddddddddddddddddd.
and i only woke up at 09:30am!
haha, an almost 14 hours of sleep! ;D
well,at least that made up my lost of sleep due to campp.
haha!

suddenly i have this urge to go karaoke.
haha, any takers? ;D

tmr,it will be mondayy.
i hope i wont get those draggggggy monday blues.
andd tmrs lesson will last until 2:15.
EVEN more draggyyy. D:
but i hope otherwise.
yes,im counting on you grilfriends.
and maybe all those people who i meet anywhere,everywhere.
ohhh!
and my start of th day.
THAT,im really counting on it!
haha,because baddd start to th day equals to badddd mood and equals to baddd day.
and i hate baddd days. D:
because it really sucks.
and i just feel like throwing tantrums.
haha,and th victim will be miss SOFIA aini.

Thursday night, it rained real heavily.
with lighting and thunder.
i cant sleep, as raindrops falling, sounded like rocks.
lighting,flashed like lighting up th night sky.
thunder roared and my heart starts to beat fast.
i WAS scareddd, real scaredd.
then i remember how i use to be not scared of this anymore,when i was with you.
your comforts and you voice.
like you were protecting me from the world.
the rain, triggers th memory of you.
that night, reminds me of you.
that moment, made me realise how i really miss you.
that second, made me cry.


when you wear your heart on your sleeves.